11/26/2022
Can I be vulnerable with you for a soft introduction of the face behind Catalyst Chiropractic?
This thanksgiving I found myself grateful for so much despite being in arguably one of the darkest times. After I graduated, I had every intention of opening my own office immediately and getting straight to work. I bought my LLC, I took care of legalities, I started looking for spaces to rent, all the things.
However, as life does, those plans were immediately interrupted due to failing a section of board exams. This was actually just another event in my life that felt like defeat and my already fragile mental health continued to crumble.
After talking with people I look up to and trust, I came to the realization that I genuinely wasn’t ready to open my own practice. Not because I wasn’t smart enough, good enough, or procrastinated, but because of the state of health I was in.
You see, when I think of my office, I envision a place of safety, healing, growth, and trust (to say the least). I want to have a space that people feel comfortable enough to do the hard things that are required for returning to a state of natural health. I want to be able to hold space for patients to feel their big feelings and trust that someone is on their side.
The problem, I realized, was that I didn’t trust myself or hold space for myself for my own healing.
And if I don’t trust myself, how can I expect my patients to trust me?
True healing takes time. Will I be completely “healed” by the time I open Catalyst Chiropractic?
Absolutely not. But I’ll be in a better place to serve and will look forward to continuing that journey along side my community of patients.
My brother passing away was the event that served as the catalyst for my own healing journey. His death had ripped open wounds I thought I had healed from, but really only scratched the surface of.
We all get to a point where The Universe/God/Spirit, what have you, forces us to choose growth or stagnancy. It’s our job to decide which path to take.
I’m thankful for everything in my life that’s brought me to this moment, because I know when Catalyst Chiropractic does finally open, it’s going to be epochal🔥🖤🧷