07/23/2024
Hello my loves.
I hope this message finds you well. I wanted to let you all know that I will no longer be doing readings, either privately or on livestreams for the foreseeable future.
I have been thinking about this long and hard. When my mother passed at the end of December I went into a cocoon. Self protection mode. My heart was hurting already as most of you know, my last relationship really broke me. So I was already operating with a shielded heart, showing up for all of you and giving everything I had to give. Helping other people heal because it was too hard to feel my own pain. Then mom died, and my brothers might as well have gone too, and my heart was completely closed off. I thought I was prepared mentally if that were to happen I thought well, I'll be okay because I have these gifts, I can still talk to her and feel her. Grief doesn't work that way. And closing my heart to let it heal meant closing my energy center, the thing you need to transcend this physical plane. So when I did try to come back and do readings it was hard yall. Connecting to spirit took a lot of effort, and I wasn't use to having to TRY. Something that had come so easily and naturally to me was a serious chore. So I stopped trying. I still did tarot cards on lives because thats easy, anyone can do that lol. But mediumship, medical scans, past life readings, and all the other stuff- that requires heart. And my heart wasn't in it. And here we are almost 8 months later and it just doesn't feel RIGHT anymore. It doesn't feel like something I'm suppose to be doing as a life purpose anymore...it doesn't feel like it genuinely helps anyone. Honestly. I feel like connecting to your loved ones is just a momentary touch, but nothing that has a lasting impression for yall. We can't help people heal. We can't help people let go of things they aren't ready and willing to let go of, and we can't make people better. And I think that's why spiritual people pull back and stop giving to others. I think they realize it was themselves they were suppose to give to all along. Sure, I've probably touched yall, momentarily or for a month or a year. You have something to remember me by, whether its a conversation, a smile, a reading or a healing. Words of wisdom or advice that helped you thru something. But its all very temporary and fleeting my loves. The Universe will bring you exactly what you need to get thru all of it. Trust that. I am not currently on a timeline that includes this work. Right now I'm still healing my heart. Trying every day, checking and testing the waters...am I ready to love again and open my heart? Am I ready to trust someone again?
Today is not that day.
But I'll check again tomorrow.
I love you all. So very much. And it has been my honor to serve you these last 7 years.
You are love and light dear ones.
Always remember that.
Until we meet again,
Misty Lynn.
7/22/2024
