12/04/2025
Dear Mom, today two years ago, you joined daddy and your son my brother Anthony in Heaven. What a wife mother sister aunt you were. I still wake up and go to sleep with you on my mind. I cant believe this happened so fast the suffering was brutal, You fought the good fight. I just couldn’t let you go. All the hustle bustle in the house friends family nurses then this morning at 7:36 am you passed peacefully. I lost my mind I held you for four hours before I would let them take you away. You were and always will be the mother full of love, kindness so generous of heart, time & wisdom. My advisor in business to me you had insight. You could see through people would read them right off, most admirable you said it like it was a complete straight shooter. Always honest you hated liars you adored your 4 sons loved us more than life you were our life as well. I miss your voice your beauty your grace eating together or out to dinner every night. Just driving to my in-laws talking about everything in the car sitting in my office. The laughs you were a protector, anyone came near your kids till you last days, you came out swinging I mean real street fighting lol. You were everything. You love friends like family your nieces your sisters. Family was everything. What happened over a two year period- first your middle sister Aunt Tina same day a year later her son cousin louis, then you get diagnosed I tried everything treatments holistic things, private nurse’s around the clock. I didn’t care as long as I could hope you would beat this. We lost the battle 4 months later your oldest sister Aunt Dolores It wrecked us always together now silence. Your house two years later still as you left it, Your pocketbook sitting on the couch your jackets everything as it was, can't bring myself to to clean out anything. I could barely sell your car. I kept it for a year then sold it, they pulled away I was hysterical crying it was giving you away all over again, grief takes time its individual. But Mom I still think your coming home, I know your at peace and thats not realistic. But to lose you this powerhouse of a mother just devastated me I don’t think your ever the same when you lose your parents. Especially I am a mamas boy I idolized you, from the bottom my heart ma you are so missed so loved until we meet again I was blessed with you as my mother great parents brothers, I know your at peace, you fought the good fight! I love you always and forever ma, no one to be proud of me anymore. Your broken hearted son Champ. ❤️
