03/09/2022
This book here..
I found this book last night while organizing and purging. It is where my practice started, my vision in writing, my blue print to success. I had no idea what I was doing or what was to come from this little book.
While reading through it last night it transported me back to 2015 when I moved to Temecula to start my practice and attempt to build a flexible and fulfilling life for my girls and me. I was so full of hope and excitement. An inner voice that continued to encourage me to keep showing up and consistently work hard.
This book now represents the foundation of a life that is fulfilled and raging with love and purpose. The foundation for many to come to a safe space to learn, integrate and heal. It has afforded me the lesson of perseverance and consistency to manifest things beyond my wildest dreams!
This tiny little book… is hope. It was hope during a dark time in my life. This tiny book… was a dream. A dream that I could build and cultivate a life aligned with my soul’s purpose. This tiny book… is purpose. It’s led me down a path that has transformed my life and offered me lessons that can only be learned by sitting and listening to thousands of people. This tiny book… is healing. It opened doors for me to heal in new ways. Understand, process, integrate and accept the generational trauma that was passed down to me. It allowed me to heal for my mother, which all the woman before her, and after me so so so desperately needed.
I don’t share much about my work. To me my work is scared and there are just no dam words to articulate the deep gratitude I feel EVERY FU***NG DAY to be entrusted as a witness to the process of healing and integrating.
I’ve wept with clients… laughed with clients… dropped F bombs with clients.. held clients brand new babies… hugged every single one of my clients (ok maybe there were a few I knew didn’t want me to touch them lol)… offered hope to clients… borrowed hope from clients… celebrated with clients (bunt cakes and all)… apologized to clients for my short comings… sat in silence with clients… told clients I love them…
This book here…