11/11/2024
In case you missed it, this time of year is always dedicated to football. Prior to that, all summer long, it's prep for football, gardening, growing season, and horse season. I don't get to plug into my online business and show up here much 🦚
But that's my favorite part. This is why I love what I do. All year long I grow things....life, family, a garden, flowers... so many things to get to use my hands and make magic in the fall. During hibernation. When we retreat inside. I go deep inside myself. It's not always easy, and I find myself longing for the next thing... but then I remember that life is always rushed. I'm over the hustle, the rush of life. I literally want to soak up every second of my life right now.
I found myself praying a lot more over the last year. Longing for a connection to God. Ready for whatever he had in store for me. I've learned discernment and being able to see so much more than most people. I've been able to see what a discipleship is like, having realized the many people who walked beside me in my life. It's amazing what I've been able to see and what's been revealed to me. Healing. Hurt. Pain. Trauma. There are so many layers.
I'm excited to shift the focus here and speak openly about the Holy Spirit and what it's like to love God and understand so much more than when I was in a church. I'm not bashing any church. I haven't found mine, and that's okay. I don't know if I ever will. I have prayed more openly. I've read the Bible more. I've been faithly in my practice, and I'm starting to see that my life has never been more at peace. The knowing.
Knowing it was time to shift here.....
