05/25/2025
I remember hearing in massage school back in 2009 that, "No two people who have or had cancer are alike."
After having experienced having cancer in the summer of 2023, I understand that statement from my personal perspective more deeply.
The journey and experiences that one goes through to fight this dis-ease is incredibly personal and sacred.
I was able to fight it head on and swiftly. My heart was broken, I couldn't believe that I had cancer! "How did I get here??!". I was upset, I was defeated, I was completely taken aback. But, I kept an incredibly positive attitude during the entire journey. I went through life saving abdominal surgery which included removing my reproductive system (all of it), pelvic lymph nodes, and a layer of adipose tissue. "How the hell did I get HERE??".
I underwent 6 rounds of chemotherapy where I was severely allergic to one of the two different types of chemo drugs. I ha d a port placed that got infected with staph (not MRSA, thankfully).
The entire journey was so messed up. But, I went through it all with incredible grace! I can't believe I went through that entire debacle. I'm forever changed because of it. I'm more humble as ever, I'm more understanding of those who suffer from anything they have going on, I appreciate my life more, my family more, my body more. The list can indeed go on for all that I FEEL more deeply about. And that's just it, I FEEL much more deeply. My heart has opened up to myself and others and it's miraculous! For that, I'm thankful 🙏
It's all in alignment with what I am meant to do here on this planet. Massage therapy isn't just something that I do. It is WHO I am. It's my heart in action! I care, I love, I sense what needs to move around. Maybe I don't know why it needs to move around but I sense that it does. It's a beautiful experience for me!
I bring all of me into each session. Your body is my canvas where I can be my authentic Self and aid one what they came in needing, wanting, and yearning for.
Whether it be physical ailments like pain, stiffness, achiness, "stuckness", scar tissue, general adhesions, migraines, etc.
Whether it be mental hardships like grief, sadness, depression