05/01/2026
My breakup/breakdown/breakopen story is one that continues to unfold. I moved from a sense of stability and a planned-out future into the unknown of separation and needing to find housing quickly; not an easy feat in this county.
I danced between feeling disempowered in my circumstances and feeling lovingly surrendered to the experience of staying with beloved friends. More and more, I have been settling into surrender. I have stayed in 8+ places over the last 6 weeks. I am learning I can live with very little when my heart is open and I allow myself to receive.
Landing in friends’ homes has filled my spirit with joy and nourishment. Nights of collaborative meal prepping, contagious laughter, and tender connections have been steady reminders of how sweet it is to soften and stay open.
Although I haven’t found steady housing yet, I feel that I have been finding home within. Home to a sense of safety in my body. A growing trust in life and in the unseen support that meets me.
I know there is so much pain because there was so much love.
💗 Another silver lining: breakups are easier with a Chihuahua sidekick.
May the grace and kindness I have felt from those around me continue to ripple outward.
⛰️ Here are some pics from my adventures through the last few weeks. May the divine unknown continue to wow us all ✨
