06/12/2025
POV: You’re a female Scorpio and you’d actually rather just not “be seen”, you’d rather not post the delicate intimates parts of your growth and you definitely don’t want to be seen as someone who posts ANYTHING to say “look at me” but you understand sometimes by showing others the truth (or parts of it) on socials, maybe you help another women CHOOSE to create the strength or path she needs in her life too.
Lessssssooonnsss-
1st attempt- Easy fu**in Peasy. But I didn’t wait for the judge to say “rack”. So I made the rockie error of blowing the attempt by NOT MOVING SLOW ENOUGH! Listen Britt! Be still and listen.
2nd attempt- Easy Peasy again BUTTTTTT my ass came off the bench! Come on Britt, slow the fk down and REMEMBER the rules. The rules exist so everyone has the same play ground, no one is better or outside of them. Kinda like the law… Holy crap though, now I’m nervous again that I HAVE to get my 3rd attempt or I blew this meet again.
3rd Attempt- Fatigued and again like my squat, second guessing my training and life choices, how did I leave such a low margin of error? But I AM NOT a quitter and I KNOW the power of belief, I can hear my son, he’s not going to see me give up easy; at anything. I got it, and as you can see in the 3rd video it was by my choice to NOT BACK DOWN.
Thank God for the ability I’ve had to train for this. So many people contributed to my success. Although I choose my healing and I did the work, no human stands alone and does something “by themselves”. We are pack creatures and the real truth is we are supposed to feel. And feel deeply. I couldn’t be more thankful to the people who directly and indirectly helped and inspired me to be a better human by testing my own strength instead of leanness.
Can’t lie though, I’m happy to be focusing on slowness and creating a bigger margin or error in my preps and in my life. Successful people have larger margins for error than I did this rookie day. 🧚♀️✨ at Peace with myself.
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