03/17/2025
Today is one of those days. Maybe it’s the rain, maybe it’s the quiet morning…. But your absence is so heavy.
I can’t wrap my head around you not being here. I’m not even sure there are any words to speak. So I sit here and type, as if you will somehow read this??? It’s silly the things grief will force you to believe.
So much is changing so fast, too fast some days….
Time moves forward, but all I really want in this moment is to go back to June 15, 2023 and have a “do-over”.
I just want you back.
I want to watch you pick dandelions, build monster truck jumps, and feel you sneak into my bed because you can’t sleep.
These moments come, these memories hurt, and though it will pass and the burden of loss will temporarily lift…. I sit in it and allow it to happen, because in these moments I feel close to you.
It’s the weight of a lifetime of love I will never get to share with you.
I. Just. Miss. You 😔
