01/13/2026
If youāve ever been out to sea- you know how fast the winds can changeā¦ from the calm to a storm rolling in and suddenly all you imagined is blown out in an instant.
Funny how life is like that sometimes too. Setbacks- unexpected loss, uncertainty moves in and tests the foundation of your grit & faith.
Just when I was willing to set some lofty goals and 2026 was the year weād run for them- a setback. Nothing we hadnāt struggled with before, however this time we finally got what feels like possible answers and itās clear a more intensive intervention is needed for my sweet gritty and resilient mare.
As much as Iāve wanted answers, it also came with a load of emotions I wasnāt expecting. A weight of the uncertainty, the unknown.. a loss of perceived control- and it hit me hard.
Iāve processed, Iāve prayed, Iāve continued to pursue answers and shook off the doubt that rolled in and rallied with the rest of my 4 legged team with a new belief that they are ready to carry the torch.. if I will allow them to do it.
Getting out of my own way so I move outta theirsā¦
We donāt have a clear plan yet, however this girl has a vaca for the foreseeable future and sheās not thrilled about it so hopefully sheāll come around. ā¤ļøā¤ļø
Until then- the obstacle I face will become a time I look back and see all the growth that happened because I gave myself to the challenge rather than be defeated by it. š
