Eleanor Rigby at Your Service

07/05/2024

Daddy learned a new Ellie hack ~ touch her ear and she lets go of her toy 😂

07/04/2024

Daddy has a random weekday off so we’re getting in ALL the snuggles!

Happy 4th frens!

07/03/2024

This is Duckie ~ Eleanor’s very first toy. We got Ellie when she was a tiny 5 week old puppy and duckie was perfect size for her.
Now duckie is VERY smol ~ and I’m honestly not sure how this tiny thing is still whole 😂 we’ve gone through at LEAST 8 lambies.
Duckie even still has its tiny lil squeaker. 🦆

06/29/2024

06/28/2024

I’m rotten and I’m sleeping on mom AND dad’s pillows

06/19/2024

When you think you’re a lap puppy but you take up two laps 🤪

06/16/2024

Morning mama kisses 💋

06/14/2024

I’m going through a pretty huge grief period at the moment. We’ve come to the realization that it might be best for my physical and mental health to continue on the path towards total disability. That means giving up the career I’ve worked SO hard on for the last 15 years. That means trying to find something else to do with my life that is productive, but that my body and mind can handle. That means not knowing what my future holds.
The grief is unreal. I find myself breaking out into tears randomly. I feel like I’m losing my identity and my worth. I feel as though I’m looked at differently by friends and family ~ because on the outside I look healthy ~ but my body is failing me every day and the amount of pain I live with on a daily basis can’t be measured. My job is “easy” from what it seems. I work from home. I should be able to do that with my failing body, right? However due to the constant pain that can’t be controlled at the moment I cannot concentrate on ANYTHING, therefore I will not be able to meet the very strict productivity and quality standards my career entails.
Nobody knows what it’s like to be in my body. The nerve pain alone makes me want to cut my legs off every single day. The joint pain is just as bad. Pain is almost all I can think about ~ I can’t even read a book without having to reread whole paragraphs because I cannot focus.
I just wish more people understood what it was like to lose your entire life out of nowhere with no control over anything.

06/14/2024

How to walk a human 😜

06/13/2024

Hi friends! Life got crazy for a little bit and I thought I’d lost this page!!!

BUT ~ I figured out how to get us back up and running!

Ellie missed you ALL and would like to say henlo 🫶🏼

04/09/2024

….with handicapped access for my body that will eventually fall apart 🥺
Glad we are working towards building this for us already!

04/09/2024

I disagree slightly….. I did in fact drink out of the water hose 😅