07/21/2023
Well, it’s been a hot minute. Like 4 months actually since I last posted, but who’s counting. I guess the good news is, I’ve finally been able to be busy getting back to normal life. Not much time sitting at the hospital being able to post. So that’s a good thing I suppose.
So, here’s the update. Finished chemo in February: most miserable experience of my life. Double Mastectomy in March: not as bad as chemo but was a slow and painful recovery. And Radiation that started in May and finished in June: did great until the 2nd to last treatment and then the burns were pretty intense and continued to get worse for 2 weeks after I was done. About the 3rd week after I was done things started to turn around and I was healing great and burns are finally gone. I have some issues with my temporary expanders that I’ve had to deal with. So that was a little discouraging but all in all not a huge deal. Reconstruction surgery will be intense but I got some time to chill before that happens in Feb/Mar of next year. In the mean time I have to get an infusion every 3 weeks for 27 weeks of my Keytruda immunotherapy that we had to put on pause during chemo because I was so sick. My oncologist has reassured me that this shouldn’t make me sick like chemo but there always side affects with meds, so I’m cautiously optimistic. I’m sitting here now receiving my first treatment and not gonna lie, I feel a little PTSD from the chemo and the memories of how sick I was is lingering in the back of my mind. Praying this is smooth and no issues.
I appreciate the texts and messages that still come occasionally encouraging me and reminding me that many are still praying for me. It definitely helps!
So with all that being said… I am cancer free! I have fought hard and won. I do not let my mind wander to the thoughts of reoccurrence and what ifs. I am reminded daily that I’m definitely not back to “normal” yet with some of the post chemo side affects but God is good and I’m still alive. He has been with me this entire journey and I’m so thankful for all my friends and family who have also walked this journey with me as well.
Much love to you all 😊
PS- the hair is growing back and it’s crazy and wild as ever!