03/27/2024
TOP PIN: link/QR code to “live feed” my Spotify playlist when I remember to update, for what ⚓️Hella Basque/🏴☠️Ways, aka the Autistic Wolf (last page link is humble me, the pirate who honors the anchoring of honored others, without whom this 🏴☠️ 🐺 would be forever lost at sea…
To present time ⚓️, Anne-Marie : thank you every moment of sanity you have given and give and will give to me. YOU ARE SAVING MY LIFE TO BE THE MOM MY BABY BOYS NEED TO PROTECT SND TEACH THEM, so YOU SERVE THEM AS ALLLL US EusWOMEN do….
You know we Eus are “their word is their bond”…. And no clue if I’m right on all this but think I may finally be learning: we are efficient, women know what’s up and run s**t, me. Honor women know and go sheep in the mts, so we can do the mom/woman/serve youth thing best.
babbling Spanishside PDX Basque Clubstyle…. Or maybe need to remember basque are individuals…. Aka, I can’t wolf run 40-100 miles a day, as is my way, so my human body only doesn’t run my mouth 40-100 miles a day if I am cleaning, cooking, parenting, etc….
I am presently with out a den to clean and maintain, without my babies to mom boss and live on… so….
You save me as I BATTLE to NOT give up and drift listlessly, till I perish… as it would only serve my selfishness to be free to go home to my wolf ways… I have been human for only 400 years worth of human bodies. I HATE IT. BUT, dear , YOU BECAME MY FIXATION FOR Joy, hope, knowing me better, knowing my Basque and Celtic roots, back to when those two were one in the Caucasus Mountains,🏔️, about 50,000 years or more ago. Your EusBasqueness and mine left my Celtic folk 45,000 yo. I am both. And that’s stories for another time.
In summary: You’re saving my life from being such a wolf that I get stupid and a bad human takes me out…. but my babies need me. With not mama wolf, packs die: they take risks getting too close to bad humans and are taken out too. (Story prompt: how the wolf way was destroyed in America, fled, and had to be forcibly returned and protected to stay… watch “How Wolves Change Rivers” 4 minutes on YouTube.)
Thank you for saving my children, saving me from harming them further by not healing, saving me by being my sanity, validation, permission to forgive myself, reminder to be true to our Basque way, inspiration to spread Euskara ways and welcome culture swapping, not rage on it, reminder to BE HUMBLE and WELCOMING to others who know more… and most, thank you for being the sign I see as I do my Wolfways: “DON’T EAT THE HUMANS, but feed them all you want!”
(wolfeusways gives a final gentle gaze…..like magic, and as calmly as she was only to be still wither her gaze as a respectful nod, she expediently turns right around, launching back to the dark treeline from where you two met,
from whence she came,
disappearing in the dark treeline as your awe the grace of a black she-wolf, knowing she has no human ego, only wolfmamaDO,
“I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself” ~ D.H.Lawrence*
*https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/4343-i-never-saw-a-wild-thing-sorry-for-itself-a)
(to go sing to my wolf kind from the highest point I can handle, so we can hear our wolf song beauty… we are Mari’s servants to sing and sing and sing in the echoes of the peaks and valleys, as they protect her daughter , keeper of the night skies…)
