09/16/2025
A short allegory about self-betrayal, inspired by The Holistic Psychologist
People and Me had two daughters, Myself and I. Me was primarily responsible for their daughters and desperately tried to keep them from disturbing her husband, People. If People was displeased, he may abandon the family, so Me kept her daughters overbooked with obligations.
Myself and I had no time left to rest or disturb People. Myself was emotional and sometimes cried, asking for a hug from her mother. Me refused her daughter because People viewed affection as weakness. I loved art and wanted to paint each afternoon, however Me told her she must devote herself to math instead. She must be the very best mathematician in the world because People loved math, not art.
Despite Me’s best efforts to closely monitor her daughters and keep them out of People’s way, Myself fell asleep in a hammock in the middle of a spring afternoon. People found his napping daughter and began to shout. Myself was scared and told her father that Me had said she could take a break. This was a lie. Myself felt so ashamed when People stormed off and began rebuking Me for encouraging laziness. I had been watching from around the corner and felt guilty that she had not woken Myself up before People found her.
Finally, Me was at her wits end. “We can never please People. Do you want to move?” Me asked her daughters.
Myself and I had grown to hate People. They had long resented Me for staying with him and forcing them to contort themselves to meet his standards. However, they didn’t tell Me that. People was the only father they had ever known and they were scared. So, instead, they said, “We want to stay here and take care of People.”
Me, Myself, and I lay silently in their beds that night; exhausted, depressed, hopeless and ashamed. They all felt manipulated, used and abused, but at least People was happy.
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