04/09/2024
“Grown Worthy”
I’m regaining strength. I’m becoming abundantly clear with myself. Learning is a daily function of how to adapt with the changing times and increase of dynamic frequencies. All in all, I am provided for. I have everything. Healthy babies, food, clothes, Love. A roof over my head. It is within myself as long as I don’t self sabotage. I’ve gone with the flow, though there has been much resistance. I’m a “Soul-preneuer,” as the term fits; I follow my heart and my dreams. When I was young, my dream was to be an actress. I gave up on that and went to school instead. I thought it was long gone. Then, I Awoke to Spirit and was given the Gift of being able to Channel. While healing my trauma, I taught myself this by tuning into my heart and Soul. By listening to the music as if God was speaking right to me. I applied the message to my own life, then let go and allowed my inner Source to move me. I started dancing and expressing myself in the mirror, spending so much time being with myself in many facets, and allowing fractals of my Higher Self to come through all while embodying the Light and the Divine. This wild woman was hidden, and instead, she was controlling, anxious, stressed, and neurotic because there was no leeway. I was numb to my own thoughts and feelings, becoming a rock; bundled and trundled in fear. I didn’t trust that God was clearing the Path. Yes, there are shadows. There always will be, but facing them made me stronger- my heart purified through the journey of growing into the woman I’ve always meant to become. Believing in myself was something that I had to give to myself, and now I sing my own song. Grown worthy.