10/28/2024
27 years ago
Iām a totally different person now. Reading this post doesnāt bring up any big emotions for me anymore. I think my brain has finally fully processed and stored all the memories from this time period. I guess thatās the result of all the work Iāve done over the last 4 years.
4 or so years ago I knew there had to be a different way to live. A more relaxed way with more ease, enjoyment, and happiness. I used to picture a version of myself that embodied those qualities. When I would envision that version of myself she was like 70+ years old before she achieved that energy.
Doing āthe workā has allowed me to access that version of myself now. I might not feel that way every day but that happy, relaxed, at ease version of myself is there, just below the surface, easily accessible when I take the time to check in and connect.
Maybe in another year or 2 I wonāt even have to do that to access her. Maybe Iāll just be herš©·š©·š©·š©·š©·