
16/08/2025
Some mornings, the grief hits me hard. 💛
Yesterday after training, I left feeling strong… but then I sobbed.
I sobbed for the guilt I still carry about Monty’s birth in 2019, the anger, the sadness, the moments I had no voice, the things I didn’t know then.
I realised I need to forgive myself.
But I haven’t yet. And that’s ok.
Forgiveness is slow. Messy. Healing takes time, in our hearts and in our bodies.
If you haven’t forgiven yourself yet, you’re not failing. You’re healing.
Every tear, every reflection, every small step counts. 💛