24/03/2026
When the ego is confronted with conditions in which the familiar structures of one’s life seem to be dismantled, the experience can feel overwhelming, and depression or despair may set in. Whether it is the loss of a job, a home, the end of a significant relationship, or a family tearing apart, such moments can feel deeply disorienting. Meaning becomes obscured because the conscious ‘map’ one has relied on no longer corresponds to the territory. At these times, ‘much of the libido that normally sustains conscious interest, and vitality sinks into the unconscious’. (1)
A woman undergoing an individuation crisis of this kind, where the old conditions are being stripped away, potentially for a more conscious realisation of the Self, had an experience that illustrates this well. In the midst of her depression, she took her dogs for a walk. Her gaze was lowered, partly to avoid the debris on the pavement and partly because her depleted vitality had drawn her inward. As she looked down, she noticed a stirring in the leaves and stopped. To her astonishment, she saw a white, velvety moth emerging from its pupa, hidden beneath the leaves. The sight left her awestruck. The numinosity of the symbol of the emergence of the moth, brought her into contact with something larger than her ego. She felt momentarily connected to the ineffable, to the Mystery itself. This opened the way for her suffering to start taking on meaning beyond the concrete losses.
As Emerson had said: “The secret of the world is the tie between person and event… the soul contains the event that shall befall it… the event is the print of your form “(2). All the events of our lives, inner and outer, carry meaning, as an expression of archetypal patterns. Dreams, active imagination, and synchronistic experiences offer symbols that reveal dimensions of meaning consciousness alone cannot fathom. The symbol of the emerging moth provided a ‘bridge’ between the opposites of the unconscious and consciousness, between obscurity and clarity; a transition from one attitude to another and an unblocking of libidinal flow.
~ Written by Elizabeth Vos, Clinical Psychologist and Jungian Analyst
Image: Great Peacock Moth, 1889 - Vincent van Gogh (WikiArt.org)
References:
1) Edinger, Edward, Ego and Archetype: Individuation and the Religious Function of the Psyche (1972), p. 82
2) Emerson, Ralph Waldo, The Conduct of Life, in Edinger, Edward, Ego and Archetype (1972), p. 101