20/01/2026
Channel : Am I Being Tested?
Facilitated by : Estelle Koch 17.01.2025
And so in this day, Beloved Ones, we greet you with hearts full of joy – we welcome you into this
space, reminding you of our love always and our assurance that all is well. People are running scared.
They are so fearful because your world seems to be falling apart. Well, let me confirm, it does not seem
to be falling apart, it is falling apart. Your world has been built on false beliefs, false norms, false
values.
You have manners. Manners which imply good behaviour, such as respecting your elders, respecting
others with what some may call a higher standing than yourself, people who have a higher education.
You have beliefs about honouring people for their behaviour. You have beliefs about choices that
should be made and yet beloved ones, those are very often based on their own principles.
Respecting an elder for their age, yeah, you could lift your cap to them for surviving for so many years.
But necessarily respecting them, honouring them for being tall, thinner, prettier, or whatever. All of that
is external, none of that is who and what you truly are.
The time has come for you to meet yourself face to face. To come face to face with who you are as a
human being. But the only way to do that in a way that has any value is to meet without any masks.
No masks, no learned behaviour. Just pure you. You should not do anything because you think you
should. It is time for you to truly get down and dirty with who you are. It is time for you to really and
truly honour honest and open people. People who have no ideas about manners.
You should not be acting in any way that is ethical. Everything should go back to basics. To bare
basics. When Edgar Cayce first started talking about castor oil ,When he first started to talking about
castor oil, it was not a pleasant experience, for he did not speak about cold pressed castor oil, even
though yes it may be better than its counterpart. He spoke about clear castor oil. He spoke about pure
honey.
So many things that you have been given, that has been handed down, has been so bastardised by what
you believe the new age teachers are teaching. And the truth is, that all of those things need to be
addressed, but urgently and without over reaction.
Everything needs to be scrutinised to the lowest, barest, most honest and open level. Bless the elements
that you have around you. It is important. So very important that you understand only the true being will
stand up to any scrutiny. Any tested. And let me be clear that you will all still be going under tests,
because every time you move into a next timeline or a next timeframe, your frequency shifts and the
shift of that frequency creates the changes of finding your absolute lifeline and how it will be influenced
by what you come away with. So there are many of you right now who feel that you are being tested.
Who feel that you are being taken to places where you are having to endure hardship. Where you are
undergoing things which you do not understand, where you have been working towards a lifetime and a
future of goals and clarity, and yet you are not seeing them.
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Where you are surrounded by the pain of others, and yet nothing is opening up. And then, when the time
comes for you to make decisions, you're more confused than you have ever been before. So many of you
are in positions now where you may have produced a difficult timeline of change. It is time to wake up.
It is time to understand that your understanding and your worth lies in not knowing. What do you
know? Your world is being threatened by threats that are being thrown around at other people, people
you know and people you don't, around you. You need to step back from your life and take the questions
that you have and put them in your solar plexus.
Whether you store it there or whether you keep it there to look at, this information is vital. Reminding
you of this every day, irrespective of whether there are challenges or not. We want clarity for you.
And clarity is something that you can find in your heart. So contrary to your beliefs, spirit does not have
your answers.
Spirit does not have the truth that you need to hear. For the answer of one is different from the answer of
another. And even now when there are two people maybe or two groups, in one situation maybe not able
to agree on something, realise that it's not a test but a lesson – it is imminent for both parties.
When you look back at this time. We trust that you will understand what the lessons were. But the
lessons for each one of you will show up in relation to what is going on in your life. So whatever
experiences of pain, of distrust, of fear you are experiencing right now, know that this is a reflection of
your life. Know that this is a reflection of where you are at. And there's only one thing to do when you
are dealing with difficulty. And that is to put it down. Whatever it is that you've got in your hands or in
your heart, put it down.
And spirit will guide you to your next step. But as long as you are choosing to be in control, you will
never clearly hear the guidance brought to you by spirit. The minute you choose to accept what you
need. the minute you are ready to say "I hand over God". I don't know what to do. I don't know what
you teach.” That is the minute the answers will become clear. That is the minute in which others will
come forward with guidance, advice, statements, sometimes just statements to say to you "this is what
my heart wants."
And that this is not easy. But we also know that this is a fast-tracked time for learning. Whether it be for
you as an individual, whether it be for you and your partner or your child or your business partner, you
and another person, or you in a community and or group.
You are the core of what is going on. You are the core of what is not happening. You are the reason why
things are not working the way you want them to.
Why do we say that? Because you are the ones asking the question. You are the ones we are addressing
here and now. If we were speaking to the person next to you, then that person would be responsible.
So each one of you, each one of you sitting in this room being spoken to. Is the core, the centrepiece of
your experience, of your difficulty.
And when you take this into a relationship with another person, you may find that your contracts run
parallel to one another and that in dealing with that, you may reach answers or understanding together.
But that is not guaranteed. Be aware of that.
You will see changes in your lives and they will be coming soon.
Many things will change for many of you. And many things when you look back at your life will look
very different. Some of the changes in your lives may be so radical that you cannot believe that you are
actually experiencing this. But you have signed up for it. You have signed up for a time of clearing your
lives. You are not being tested. You are being assisted in these changes. You are being assisted in
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opening up so very much.
We do thank you, beloved ones, for being here. We want to assure you that when you become
frustrated, irritated, a little bit angry, or any of the other experiences that you feel, you are not judged for
that. For we know that what you are going through is not easy.
But you need to dig deep. You need to look and see if faith is truly what faith is.
Faith is the thing in your heart that gives you the courage to dig deeper. To live deeper, to reach inside
and take the hand of the God force within you. Take the hand of Spirit hand your life over. Do not invite
spirit to walk with you.
You do not want spirit to walk with you. Because you are inviting it to just stand aside while you
negotiate this.
Or yes, I've invited you but I don't want your opinion right now. No, beloved. You do not want to invite
the spirit to walk with you. You want to surrender completely to walk with the spirit on spirit's path, on
spirit's journey.
So when I'm thinking about cooking this bobotie, I will ask spirit what they think. But how I make the
cheese sauce, maybe you don't make cheese sauce in the bobotie, but however, whatever it is that you
want to make to put in the bobotie, that I need to ask my mother. Because she may know better, and
then I'll invite spirit in when I put it all together again.
And spirit says, “no, I won't mess up”.
You want for bobotie, we'll manifest it.
We'll bring together everything we need, and we'll leave out what we don't.
We are not going to ask your mother, your brother, your sister.
You are going to go deep within and ask spirit.
And spirit will sit down and explain what the next step should be.
You're always trying to fit spirit into your life. Your prayer every morning should be "God guide me,
show me". Let me not forget for one minute that every footstep in my life can be guided by spirit if I
will allow it, and then my tests will show me the lessons. Where I need them.
But you know what, when I hand over to spirit, I may not experience these tests, because my life will
flow. It will flow wherever it needs to It will go where the answers are and the next doors will open.
But you get stuck.: I'm going to move home and I want to move to a home which looks like this and I
want it maybe to be a farm, and I want a farm with lavender. It may not be the path for you.
But because you are asking for it, spirit will deliver and you may experience problems on that path, that
you've called for that. Whereas if you did not ask so specifically and adamantly. . .. Beloved ones, this is
a trying time. It is a trying time for people, for communities, for nations, but it is also a magnificent time
of unfolding. It is a time of resetting, it is a time of starting over.
You and you alone can choose what you want to call it. You and you alone can choose how you want to
fix it. But yet at this time, you may have great difficulty knowing how to do this. And we want to say,
pray. Pray every single morning. Pray every single evening, but more than that. Stop your mind chatter.
Trust. Live with certainty. Talk to spirit through the day Do not talk to yourself, because when you talk
to yourself, you repeat rhetoric which does not go anywhere. Turn your self-chatter, your mind chatter
off.
Speak all the time to spirit. Ask about the monkeys in the garden. and say please bless me. Rather than
go off on a tangent and tell yourself you're being so stupid to leave the doors and the windows of hope
or that maybe just maybe You don't know what decisions to make.
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Rather just say "speak to me spirit." "What do you think and can we talk, can we talk about this?" and
spirit will always rise up. Always come to the fore. Love your life in love. Love your life from a place
of doing that which shines light, not darkness.
And the only way you can do that is by staying in the sunshine, by staying in the light.
And you tend to forget that. You always want to hide in the shadows. You always want to step back, and
funny enough the more spiritual people become, the more humble they think they have to become in
terms of not being seen, we want you to be seen. We want you to find the light, because it is when you
are shining that your shadows become so much clearer and can be healed. Only then.
Spend as much time as you can in the light, and when it gets dark, when the shadows become long.
move your position or speak to someone else who is in the sunshine. But whatever it is you do. Sing, lift
your voices up and sing. And if you cannot hold a note, trust me, the angels don't hear. The universe
does not listen, it feels.
And nothing feels as powerful as joy.
Know that the love and the live is surrendering you always.
Know that it doesn't matter what is wrong, whether it is illness, finances, whatever the case may be, the
answers will always come. Maybe not in the way you wish for them, but always they will be there.
It's not unreasonable to say "what would Jesus do?". You will always find your answers.
Even if it is a matter of saying "lay down your arms". Become quiet.
Do you have any questions for us at this time?
Turn every mind talk into a soft, gentle mind talk.
May you be blessed and go in peace, in joy, love and in the ever abiding presence of God.
