09/04/2026
THIS RESPONCE IS A RESPONCE I GAVE TO SOMEONE WHO ASKED WHY DO I Think I was chosen.. By idlozi.. :Ngaphahla and asked them they gave me a response that very night and said because ngiyabekezela.. (perseverance) I regret wanting to know why me.. because that response for me was hurtful and not enough especially since I was going through the worst spiritual ware fare ever, 'I was hoping for something comforting and mysterious but it was just because I persevere... *after that I never looked at them the same way again.. I understood I am just a vessel to them existing only to fulfill ,mend and bend as they wish..
& that's when isithunywa semvelo.. reminded me of the only gift that separates humans from animals.. Free will.. The power of restraint.. The ability to evolve and adapt.. He reminded me of free will.. And how my action will affect the story of my life.. One clear answer... Meant I had to understand that I might be giving my life for the benefit of the greater good that might not work for me but for Generations to come after me in blood line..so I can say all of the above.. I am exhausted..)
