02/04/2026
Thokozani Emakhosini, this is the toughest times as a healer when there is death of one of your clients. There are some clients you meet and the relationships grows to sisterhood. My spirit is heavy, i can barely cope as i am shattered i have been struggling to do my dlozi work since Gogo 's death.
I had to question my ancestors that you showed me in the dream that,there will be death in this family and i passed on the message to the family even though it was not revealed who exactly in family amongst the sisters will pass on,as that time none of them was even ill. Furthermore i was informed by the family that they are requesting for prayers and i went into fasting 😔. I really had hope we could save her, but i guess it was too late 😢.
I had a consultation with one of the sisters on Thursday and i saw that she was no more,i could not bring myself tell her but gave instructions with hope that she might be saved but then the early hours around 3am she passed on.
This is the hardest part about the spiritual 😪 gift, and i know i am not God and i can never play God ,i really wanted her to be alive. Gogo Refilwe was a brave,strong determined young lady. She was determined when it came to hee spiritual gift.
My condolences to the family,thato ya Modimo e phethagetse. She has ran her race now its time she goes and till her final rest. A moya wa gage o robale ka kgotso,i will definitely miss her. My prayer is that i see again in my dreams just to know she is no longer in pains and that she is ok and be a guardian angel to her family and look after them.
My spirit is broken and may you all forgive me those send messages for consultations and they are still not answered,it is not intentional, i just need to gather myself and get strength again, and accept that after all ngiyi sthunywa i can come bearing good or bad news.
Makwande kukhanye kuvuleke kubemhlophe Amen 🙏
