03/09/2019
'tover
This is so true. Only those who have been there fully understand. They constantly mask their true pain from others, putting on a smile just so that those around them don't suffer. But it's not easy to be "okay" all the time. It takes it's toll- mentally. Against their best efforts it does affect those around them. They are moody, the withdraw, they lash out- as a result they are misunderstood.
Feeling such an intense pain that it seems it will never go away...a pain that can't be explained. They feel worthless and feel the only way out is to no longer exist. This is the only solution they can see in order to spare those they love.
Remember your story isn't over. Stay strong..keep going against all odds. Talk to someone (preferably a trained therapist).
The road to recovery is not easy. They need your support, not your judgement.