BeNe means: It is meant well
A gift is sacred and given with kindness and gentleness! Every person and every situation is but a mirror of me! I create every bit of chaos in my adult life through my own emotions, feelings and mind!! I am the only one who can become the adult I needed when I grew up and didn't have ~ and through THAT change the path for (if I will have) my children's future! I have
full power to gain the knowledge in changing past behavior and pain into bliss and pleasant pleasure! AND........... it is NEVER too late to change, adapt, heal and make peace or ask forgiveness!!! If I was wrong.... my patience might need to be endless for the people in my life TO REGAIN THEIR TRUST...... no matter HOW long it takes!! The choice is ALWAYS mine....... and I can own up to my past behavior and heal the future ones!