08/04/2026
I made a promise to myselfā¦
If I wanted my kids to grow up believing it, then I will absolutely embody it.
Word and just words
Seeing and being⦠thatās how our children really learn
If I didnāt trust myself, how could they trust themselves
If I didnāt look in the mirror with deep love, how do they look in the mirror with deep love
If I didnāt have a safe, healthy, passionate relationship, how was they know what a safe, healthy, passionate relationship would look like
If I didnāt connect to my body and feel her aliveness, how would they ever truly know what aliveness is?
I used to shame my body.
Blame her, abandon her, doubt her, punish her, disconnect from her
I found my way home just before my babies entered the world- or so I thought
But as I looked at me in the mirror, I saw two little eyes looking at me too, I realised I had to meet deeper places.
I still picked up goggle before I checked in on my intuition
I still at times blamed and shamed
I still handed my power to someone else rather than deeply trusting myself, my body
I still held on to emotions rather then fully expressing them
I still held onto things living inside me rather than opening up to the full depth of vulnerability with my lover and myself
I always wanted my children to be bold in the world, to be wild, free and untamed from any society imprints, conditioning and ancestral traumasā¦
But how could they, if I didnāt SHOW them the way.
See, words are just words.
For anyone to move they must FEEL it, SEE it.
I meet my depths constantly, because I know Iām not just writing my life, I am handing my children back theirās
Where are you telling your children but not showing them?