07/08/2019
More about Ms McCann...
Two dreams came to me after watching the Netflix series release on the McCanns and Maddy earlier this year.
The first dream emerged as reassurance for me that Maddy is able to have a certain amount of freedoms in her current situation, at her present age of 15. I was shown a small room on an upper floor with a single bed which, Maddy occupied. Very white and similar to a motel room. Maddy had her soft bag and her clothes spread out. Maddy's clothes were hip and of her own choice. Whether she was coming or going was not evident.
The image of this dream gave me the impression that Maddy was able to go on trips and lived a nomadic lifestyle-not staying in one place for too long. For example, this trip was almost like summer camp. The packing of the suitcase was accompanied by Maddy's eternal sense of being alone. Even when I was shown there was another girl who was a part of her life, although, the other sister was non blood related to Maddy. They seemed to have been paired up into one family that had hidden pasts to them, yet the family history was known by the pretend mother.
Maddy was aware the sister was not related to her and they were close. They both had blonde hair and were fair skinned. Maddy was the wiser and more physically fit of the two. There was only about a year between their age.
The second dream occurred the next night and related to the first dream. I feel the dream was trying to show me where Maddy was and who she was with, as I was asking the universe as to her whereabouts. Prior to the dream I channelled my energy into map locating with a pendulum. The select location struck me as odd as the pendulum hit a small island close to Greenland. By Boat? I wondered how Maddy would have got there as I could imagine that passage would take a traveller through the Canadian borders if that was their destination. The Canadian borders are not infiltrated that easily and passport requirements and border security are not that liberal to illegal entry. This got me to thinking that Maddy's fabricated identity has been sealed tight. That is, if the pendulum is close to the target as to Maddy's location, whether it be a holiday destination or a more permanent one. The main image in the dream was of Maddy, her non blood related sister and her pretend Mum.
First of all before I go into the objects and image layout I will talk about the dream impression I arrived at about the pretend Mum. I call her the pretend Mum because her whole character is influenced by pretension and what money can buy. The woman appears to have lost her soul and bypassed what is ethically correct and gone down the path of what money can buy her. Her children, her gross car, her fakeness, her lifestyle and so on, even to the detriment of others. Detrimental being the unseen affects on others when one is overcome with an unhealthy sense of greed and wants.
Back to the dream scene that showed the pretend Mum with short, died blonde hair and a broad brimmed hat. She was sitting and driving slowly and gaily in her horrible yellow convertible car with a funny looking camo green coloured sun roof. The car was gaudy and the sun roof did not match the car. It looked like it had been put on to glamorize, yet, clearly missed the mark and was an eyesore. The car was on a road that had a large roundabout with large stone pillars to the left hand side of the roundabout. The cars had to go through the pillared bridge that stood above the road. The roundabout had no plants or trees in the middle although wide enough to place something there. Indicating to me that this area was highly commercialised central point in the area and had a long history e.g. French denomination.
The mothers idea was to take her girls on a tour of the city and show off what she had. It seems like the pretend Mum may have not been able to have children and had issues around infertility for most of her life. The girls she called her daughters were bought by her just like her gaudy car. They were trophies and now she was showing them off as she had finally got what she thought she wanted and could not have. In her eyes this was a time to celebrate and this was one way to do it.
Maddy is aware this is not her real family and is quiet and reserved about her place in the pretend family. Every dream I have had of Maddy shows her to be socially smart and this is how she has stayed alive. Plus from her good genetic makeup she has not been swayed towards sexualisation, and drugs and baby trafficking yet found industrious means to become an asset to her captors and worked with them to a certain extent rather than against them. If the McCanns read this dream excerpt I write this to give them praise as to creating a daughter who loves them very much and is demonstrating this by staying alive and having amazing morals and stamina even in the face of adversity. My dreams are my guiding factor and the information I gather her is based on my nocturnal dreams which demonstrate to me that Maddy is still alive.
