17/02/2026
ON INITIATIONS, PEOPLE-PLEASING, GOODBYES, DISTORTIONS AND DEMONS
Others like to start their business posts with peace..relaxation..fun even.. I like to start mine with OH THE DISTORTIONS.. OH THE F**KERIES.. 😁
Well.. it is my literal line of work. And also, my modus operandi. I get to the good s**t by fu***ng off the bad things… the stuff that’s usually bypassed or not known about. So in essence, that is everything I say.
Every soul-led initiation period tends to result in loss of some kind- friends, people that you care about.. jobs, roles, experiences.
I’ve just come out of an intensive 11 month initiation and learning period, and I’m offending people I know by just being me. I mean I’ve always done this…but now I’m speaking on it. I’m not upset. I have done enough work to know what is a mirror and what isn’t.I take people through this process in sessions too because this view that EVERYTHING is a mirror, isn’t fully rooted in truth.
People often say this- that we need to harmonise and accept differing beliefs. And I agree. We do need to find authentic harmony around different viewpoints.
What we do not need to harmonise with is distorted, harmful, energetically hooking or extractive worldviews- however benign they might seem.
We don’t know what we don’t know. It is not a source of moral weakness to not know. But when presented with the data of the world as it is, we need to evaluate the rhetoric that stagnates, numbs, deludes and imprisons us..and if we still cannot make the jump into discernment at that point… then I do not want to be part of a false consciousness.
Nice is a construct. Kindness can be overrated and used extractively, and from fear/martyr frequencies. But this post is kind. It is a respectful unpacking of my experiences. If you do not feel so, that is okay.
If one’s world view is reductive, superficial and constantly immersed in feel-good platitudes without consistent and deep shadow work, then I am not going to be able to lean into anything they say or do. And to have any sort of an authentic relationship, there has to be some level or trust. Trust, not tolerance.
Now, don’t get me wrong. What one believes in without aggressively getting others to buy into it, even if spiritually harmful, is their own business. I have a lot of successful relationships where we keep it generic and stick to non-distorted conversations.
But if we are sharing these views in public in a preachy way.. I have a problem with that. Now, one is entitled to share whatever distorted view they have on their personal forum. Similarly I can share my stance on that rubbish, on mine. And if and when, stuff is brought to me, I address it ditectly too.
And I do it with due respect. No anger or self-righteousness- just a steady observation that something is distorted. There usually are a tonne of attachments preventing said person from feeling unadulterated truth. I don’t force anyone to see truth they are not ready to see. But i won’t shove info under a carpet to keep anyone confortable either.
How do I know what truth is? Shadow work, deep study, training, critical analysis, data..Do I know all truth? No. But do I know what some untruth is based on my work and experience? Yes. Do I constantly check myself for truth? Yes. And my process is a lot more complicated than I can share here. If we don’t align with truth, we’re just strengthening the false grids that power this reality.
We are not going to build an authentic and ethical new world by trying to keep everyone comfortable. Comfortable numbness or ignorance is not serving the collective. We are not going to do it by shaming or evangelising either.
I would never go up to someone and correct them. But I will do so if incorrections are brought to my doorstep. And I will assume that we are all sufficiently adult enough to understand that truth is far more important than people-pleasing or fragile self esteems. Mine included. So I am always open to respectful discussions with analysis and logic.
I also know a lot of people moving in a similar energy. And a lot of people in distorted vampiric versions of it… where they force and insist you see something because it is ‘universal truth’. Because they don’t have enough of a grip on actual truth to see that it actually isn’t.
And they throw around words from texts or do virtue-signaling to back up their dogma. It is important to know that you don’t have to listen to them.
They have vampiric attachments or are possessed. They extract by shaming, making you feel guilt in trying to make you conform. Mindless conformity is loosh. Stress that we need to align with something that is perceived as good, is loosh. Harping on people because your diet or lifestyle is a certain way is superiority masked as spirituality. There are certain habits that lead to certain outcomes but being asked and guided is different from virtue-signalling and unsolicited advice.
(Quick segue: And no, pride is not all bad like it has been made out to be)
This is my field: attachments and possession-The things that live in your repressed and suppressed imprints forming rigidity…Shadow work and energy healing..magic and mayhem- just included this for fun not necessarily relevance
So when someone is in that distorted energy-and it is brought into my face, I see and sense their attachments and their suppresed/repressed imprints. And it is not my job to ‘heal’ them or anybody. But it is my right to use my voice.
Which is why my solutions are either conversation, distance or return to sender.. and seal. I just don’t have time for half truths, circular arguments and false methods. I’ve recently left a mum’s group after witnessing people repeatedly saying to others “turn to Jesus.. everything else is demonic”.
Firstly, Jesus is real. Divine. He prob did exorcise spirits. Secondly, the mainstream framework he is contextualised in, misrepresents him and his message. Thirdly, the being overseeing the framework that has claimed him.. is a gnarly attachment.. and causes a lot of problems that we tend to shelve under ‘oh that’s just life’- (lot of other cultural frameworks do that too).Fourthly, evangelising(on anything) is vampiric and energetically aggressive.
Imagine if I replied to everything I didn’t understand with ‘oh I’ll pray to the Infernals and Kali for you’. I mean, they’d prob be really helpful in shifting bad things, ngl… but like I’d also be in this savior-martyr-false god complex.. which is…a state of being possessed or carrying attachments.
I’ve recently been accused of cavorting with evil spirits. Which is cute. Yes, I work with Demons and Deities.. and Dragons… and my work is around exorcising malevolence etc etc, facilitating full soul retrieval and sovereignty…and connecting folks to their originally divine truth radar…
No,it is not how evil works through me. Evil doesn’t need to work thru me to get to ppl.It is already everywhere. And it cavorts as ‘feel-good’ or ‘good’ so it can remain undetected. We are in this state of fu**ed because evil has been working through popular and mass-accepted frameworks instead of sitting in the fringes.
And if it was working thru me, it really should be working thru ppl with more reach and more fanaticism. Oh wait, it already is.
“Oh not everything is spiritual warfare”. You are wrong. It has been spiritual warfare from day 1. This is why we are trapped in lives paying to exist and being positioned to be grateful for having access to basic things like air, water, food and shelter which.. are in essence, our divine rights. We come from creation energy as sovereign beings.
Yet. The world we see is one of deprivation and those who are not fully deprived are conditioned to use gratitude in a distorted fashion… to pay homage to a system that has turned basic rights into privileges.
I appreciate all I have.. everything.. but I will not be grateful to the matrix or a heartless system for having access to things it has taken away from others. It is our divine right to be safe, fed, comfortable, nurtured and in good health. It is not a privilege.
I prefer appreciation to gratitude.
If you don’t like what I say, we can part ways quietly. Goodbye, may our paths never converge again and I thank you for all the authentic love we shared. If you’d like to have a discourse,I’m here for that too. But no more unsolicited advice or direct attempts to impose worldviews on my consciousness- I am out of my people pleasing era.
People with unpopular truths have been demonised throughout time.I wear that crown proudly. I don’t preach. I don’t evangelise. I simply am in this truth, and if your soul resonates with this.. I am here to be of service.
But not from frequencies of martyrdom, or because being kind or nice is good. Not because I have to be seen as sacrificing or helpful to be accepted. Or because I want to save the world. And not because being in service of the collective is ‘heart-centred’ and all that. It is, if we do it from the space of overflow, truth and truth verification.
I am here to save me first. Completely and thoroughly. And align with the truthiest truth possible. Because that is the core and foundation of heart-centredness.
And from there, I extend my skills to those who are in need of it. I don’t need to smile more or be less sarcastic. Those who have known me from my people pleasing era might feel confronted. But I promise you, this is not about you. We are all divine, some of us are just wrapped in more distortions than others. I have been there too, and that is why I do this work. I didn’t know what I didn’t know back then too. But I do love truth and unfu***ng myself with a fierce passion, so here I am. And from here, I go forward.
And I am honoured to do this work with those who are in that space too. I don’t need to quote gurus or swamis or give feel-good instructions with a multitude of missing steps. Or from a space of believing I understand enlightenment.
I handle crucial steps in sessions and in training. But if you are going to bring your worldview to me in social settings, I need you to know that I am more vested in undoing matrix, vampiric, false light and other malevolent glamour than I am in preserving the status quo or your feelings.
I respect your divinity and personhood.. but not your refusal to step out of distortion, and definitely not your penchant to shove it down my throat.
This is my voice. I reclaimed it after decades of suppression. And so I walk with others to reclaim theirs. But it is vital to remember that whilst being thoughtful is valid, so is being truthful.
And if that hurts anyone’s feelings, we are not aligned to carry on a relationship anyway. Fare thee well.
But when we use our voice in the frequency of truth, it is anchored in just a little more. And that’s what the world needs now. Not comfort zones or the preservation of misleading or impotent bel