The sanctuary is situated within our homebased surrounded by a beautiful and peaceful garden allowing you to switch off from your busy daily life, for a moment, while having a one to one treatment of Healing or guided meditation (1 to 1 or in group bookings). In 2011, i went through a treatment of IVF in March-April. My eggs did not develop at all, by the end of few weeks of the treatment showed o
n the scan! So the head of nurses gave me some extra injections to do over the weekend as I reached the maximum of a strong treatment. She told me that would be the end of it if there were no eggs developing till the next scan on Monday! So I returned home with disappointment and sadness in my heart. I told my husband about the bad news and saw his eyes loosing its sparkles despite trying to cheer me up! I wondered how my eggs could be developed in 2 more extra days if it did not work after the few long weeks treatments! However I managed to keep a tiny hope within my heart! On that day I asked for help from Heaven Above in my head, with my infertility situation. Even though I was attracted to spiritual matters, I have never thought of asking for help nor knowing for sure that Spirits do really exist. I was only new to the Spiritual Healing at that time. So I have had nothing to loose in asking help from Above! As I did so I noticed my hands became much more hotter with tingling sensations, so I placed them on my stomach area all over the weekend. On Monday I went back to see the nurses for the scan. This time it showed 3 eggs, one developed to the normal size and the other 2 were too small. The nurse said that we could either go ahead with the procedure in the next few days with the one egg or wait for the other 2 to develop or they might not even grow to the normal sizes and also risking to loose the one ready. Also bearing in mind this egg may not even give a good result. We decided to take chance with the one ready to go to the final step. Once the final procedure has been done, I have had to wait about 14 days to do a pregnancy test. During the wait, in the evening of 23 April 2011, I was in the garden lost in my thoughts. Suddenly I was appealed to look up to the sky. And there I saw clouds forming a beautiful Angel! It was amazing to watch and I could not believe it! It gave me a lot of comfort and the warmth in my heart! I knew Angels were a myth to me anyway, and I never believed in them before! Since I have seen this Angel in the sky, I knew what ever happened with the test I would not be alone! I was bleeding in the late night Friday, but I still took the pregnancy test in the early morning on Saturday. The test was negative, I was disappointed but expected somehow! I also felt a calm loving energy surrounding me with peace. The fault of my own really, focusing too much on my career and left it too long. Then a couple of months later I had to stop working due to a continuous stomach and back problems with spasm pains keep moving about! I can usually take a lot of pain, but in the beginning of January 2012 my stomach and back have taken a turn for the worse with tremendous pain. I could hardly move and stand on my feet. A doctor gave me some antibiotics supposing that I may have had a bowel inflammation. I supposed to take them for 7 days, twice a day. On the first day I took the first tablet and it made me even more ill, making my stomach unbearable with pain, very bloated and very gassy my joints started to hurt me too! The tablets were supposing to ease my pain and not adding more to it! So there was no way that I kept taking them! But my husband insisted on me to take the second one, in time due to see if the result will be better as the body may get used to it! For his peace of mind I took the second one! The results became worse and I was shaking and almost collapsed under the pain in my joints and stomach with tears in my eyes, gas kept coming out through my mouth and the other end too! I could not sleep under these pressures of pain and flatulence, so I channelled healing to my stomach area which help me to soothe it. The next day I felt a little better with the healing. I stopped taking the tablets and kept continuing with the healing which brought me a lot of relief! For almost over a year I could not walk or stand for very long! My G.P referred me to a specialist, but they could never find the issues! So I gave up in seeing doctors, instead I learned to meditate and channel healing on myself each day patiently. The pain finally slowly subsided! I have not managed to go back as healthy as I was before, but at least I can move around so I am happy for the time being! I learn to accept it slowly the way I am now and I embrace it with gratitude! It was very hard for me being from a very active person to a non active one! I still have a lot of work to do on myself and learn more life lesson as I go along with my path. Finding my inner peace helps me to put my services to focus on the well being of others too! I also love channelling healing to Mother Earth and animals kingdom as often as I can now to give gratitude back to the Universe for their deeds and for providing abundance to us. Our cats benefit the healing too! They receive a healing boost sometimes to keep them healthy as they all struggle and hate to be taken to the vet! Healing helped the body to tap faster into its own powerful healing resources in all level: physical, emotional and spiritual. I would say animals are very good receptors of healing as they know it is for their highest good! They know when they received enough of healing, they would walk away from you or they would decide whether they want to receive a healing or not! The choices are theirs too! We as human beings do not heal. We are only a channel used by our friends from Above through healing or guidance, to help people to raise their own consciousness, in order for them to heal their illnesses, own issues coming from within and to evolve their soul growth to the next level by taping into their awareness with the right people who have been put in their path. As so what meant to be their highest good of all would be taken place! If they meant to be healed they would. It is not up to us to decide and our ego has to be set aside and not to become big headed! An understand of illnesses or issues sometimes arise in our life, for us to learn a life lesson through self acceptance, unconditional love and compassion of self and/or of all creation of life. The let go of all things in divine timing that are no longer matter to us, in this life is crucial to restore the balance and healing process of our mind, body and spirit. Fortunately, I am privileged enough to channel healing for few years now. Making connection with the whole Universe help to ease our daily stress of life and lead us to a better outcome. Channelling healing/praying to Mother Earth and to the Universe for the highest good of all, would in return, help you to stay grounded, focused and balanced on the well being by living in the now and in the synchronicity of the harmony and abundance of all divine creation. These are my experiences and my own choices, so I would not recommend anyone to stop their treatments and/or stop seeing their medical team! Meditation and healing are only a complementary of medicine and results cannot be guaranteed as it changes from a person to another!
