06/09/2025
Probably the scariest handstand I've ever done. The top of the space needle, the glass leans out. I must have needed an adrenaline hit!
I hadn't done a single handstand on our holiday, this was on our last day.
I've been feeling like I'm in a daze, kind of numb. I've seen the most beautiful places, swam in the clearest stunning mountain waters, had my family beside me but back home my dad wasn't there any more and every time I remembered it hit me like a tonne of bricks. A crushing, deep sadness.
2 years ago we lost my grandad, my birthday twin, 1 year ago we lost Rex, my father in law and a very special man, then this year, nearly bang on a year later, we lost my dad. All of a sudden my dad is gone and I didn't get to say goodbye.
How do you cope with all that?! One day at a time I guess, but it's hard, so bloody hard.
I am sorry to the people I have kept waiting and to those I may have missed replying to. I am slowly getting organised again after struggling to communicate, it all became very overwhelming and I just couldn't do it.
Please feel free to message me for appointments, I'm back at work, my room is my sanctuary and I love what I do x
