20/06/2025
I'm on my own couch tonight. Again at the summer solstice! Last year I became really unwell with the 🦠 and pneumonia, so fortunately this year is a lot less dramatic, just some trigeminal neuralgia with earache but I have a hot date with some exciting motorcycles tomorrow so I need to not have that going on.
Level 1 of Tera Mai™ Reiki is all about self-healing. The energetic approach to illness was taught to me many moons ago by my own Angel Michael aka Mick the Spud if anyone out there from Burgess Hill and surrounds remembers that auld legend, and now further studies of the work by .evetteroseofficial lead me towards the root of this pain.
Growing up with my voice not being heard and my boundaries not being respected, fighting for my right to privacy and other things are all contributing factors.
So is my extreme sensitivity to people.
(There's no blame here, we are all here in earth school to learn and grow and we make mistakes and hurt others and ourselves until we know better. But this awareness is gold, these messages from my body take me deeper into my healing, and I hope by sharing, I can light the way for you too if this kind of energy work calls you)
My intuition tells me that my sensitivity to people originated with losing the opportunity to have closeness with my birth mother, which is part of how infants achieve regulation and eventually learn to self- regulate their nervous systems and emotions. So many of us suffer this from similar circumstances, usually cultural ideas around the care of infants and ideas about how children should behave didn't do us any favours. I'm lucky enough to have learned methods of reducing the occurrence of episodes of nervous dysregulation, but clearly my body is highlighting the need for further enquiry. Why it should happen again at this time of year remains a mystery but I do love a mystery and I know the answer will be there for me when I'm ready to hear it.
It has always been my passion to understand the workings of the body and its associated energy fields, and that includes my own!
Have a good weekend and take a moment of stillness at the moment of solstice, which is at 03:42 so 😉💤💤🌞✨