05/12/2023
The most common question I get… “Honestly… what is it like having two?”
There is no short answer other than it is subjective…
People don’t talk enough about the real stuff and beyond the perfect Instagram posts it’s needed…
A year ago today I tuck my first baby into bed unknowingly the last time I could pour my entire cup into hers. The last time I got to just cuddle her to sleep. The last time she felt like Mummy was all hers….it’s not sadness, it’s not happiness. It’s a weird feeling that I can’t explain (help me if you know)
I absolutely adore both my girls in equal measure… impossible not to as your heart grows the size it needs to. I also acknowledge these strange and uncomfortable emotions. And yes it’s very possible to be entirely happy and sad at the same time….
I love everything about these two growing together. I am getting a lot of feels for what the last year has brought us and none of us have found it easy, yet we are all growing together and the depth of love in our home binds us beyond any feelings we have ❤️
A long way of saying I have no answer. You’ll just hear me say ‘INTENSE’ a lot 😂
