09/12/2025
Many people who follow this page come here for reassurance or comfort, particularly when something awful has happened that has been publicized.
Today, in and of it being the anniversary of 9/11 - well, that was E-nough. In that it is "Patriot's Day", THAT is E-nough. But for a despicable public murder of a speaker at a youth rally at UVU near Provo, Utah yesterday, that was inexcusable. I could elaborate with other adjectives. Different reports place his wife and children on-site - 'they' being the family of Charlie Kirk. Oh. My. God.
If you want to wrap your head around the dangerous (from SO many angles, but particularly to participants and Kirk's family & staff at the rally, law enforcement, other students, etc.), pull up the actual footage of the bullet shredding Charlie Kirk's throat. I did. I felt compelled to, out of responsibility to myself, my country, to you the readers as I knew I would be experiencing a calling to write about it. I suspect his neck quite possibly broke with the sheer force of the bullet. The throttling of his torso, the distortion of his face, and the explosion in his neck resulting in immediate, and massive blood loss are awful to watch. I watched it several times. Then I'll challenge you a step further - picture multiple gunshots from a similar weapon, fragmenting the bodies of little people, and their bigger teachers in Uvalde, Texas, or Columbine, or Sandy Hook. This is a fair, and responsible ask.
My belief is this: IF the public were shown these images, this s**t would for the most part, be stopped RIGHT NOW.
Do I want to see it? No. Do you and others? I cannot imagine. Last night, I found a video on T.Tok posted by Brandon Fugal, the owner of Skinwalker Ranch. A building on that campus, within view of the stage where Charlie Kirk was shot, has Mr. Fugal's name on it. His nephew was witness to the murder and mayhem. And, as all present, in danger of the line-of-fire. No need to get-technical on me, as yes, it appears the shooter had one target designated, and made an expert shot. But what's to say he would not have said, "Aw, f**k it," and sprayed the crowd?
I could have well been in Utah this week, and frankly, had I known, I might have attended the rally simply to witness it. I am curious about what drives crowds of the masses to topics I do not share a belief in. I do not like crowds and avoid them at all costs, BUT that event, I might have attended.
So, where's the comfort in this post? You'll have to stretch to find it. It is:
1) WE/YOU/I still have a voice to speak up and out that this is wrong, and unacceptable. That means EVERY DAMNED ONE OF US... straight, LBGTQ/etc., blonde and pale or tanned, or the blackest of black skin and hair, obese, thin-as-a-rail, mentally ill, healthy as a healthy horse, disabled, Veterans, Republicans/Democrats/Independents, and anything else political... that means that in this country, that if one wears a K*K hood, they too have a voice. Period.
2) WE/YOU/I continue to live in a democracy where, like Charlie Kirk, have the right to EXPRESS our voice, and to listen... to participate in public discourse.
3) We live in a country where murder is a crime, punishable to the greatest extent of the law.
4) We live in a country where we express our needs and desires to legislators (whom we ELECT, in free and fair elections), whom we must trust to express our will as a people
5) We live in a country where our people are divided. A DEMOCRACY ALLOWS THAT.
I could continue, but need to stop here. READ THROUGH THESE AGAIN and search to FIND the comfort, as I T - I S - T H E R E. Now the difficult part becomes more challenging each and every day, which is to believe it, believe IN it, support it, demand it.
My 'job' here is not to tell you how. If you've taken a basic government class in high school, you should know how. I don't give a damn WHAT 'side' you're on. Charlie Kirk took sides in life as WE ALL DO, at the very least in our private thinking. His happened to be not only nationally public, but INTERnationally public. So, rather than 'thinking' about things, he wrote, published and spoke passionately about them. His RIGHT.
Find comfort in that.
Participate or create comfort for yourself, your family, your friends and cohorts in speaking your voice as you safely can, in writing what you believe to be true, and in praying/petitioning/meditating on peace - peace that we are ALL entitled to.
When I worked in domestic violence jobs years ago, a tag-line I created for our program was, "Peace begins at home." Today, as a more deeply spiritual woman, I would carry this further for our world as, "Peace begins in my/your heart." If you doubt this, which would be a rather normal thing I would think, make it a mantra. SPREAD THOSE WORDS: PEACE BEGINS IN YOUR/MY HEART. I like taking ownership of that statement: Peace begins in MY heart. I trust that even if you don't believe it yourself, by repeating it, you can talk yourself into it. And others will follow.
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I make it a practice to not apologize for my words. I generally am very very careful about what I speak and write. If you've read this far, you have tremendous courage. And if you've not found comfort in it, DIScomfort is a good-thing. And it is totally permissible in a democracy.
Lastly, I write near-daily posts from the platform of being a psychic/Medium, and a Certified Research Medium with the Windbridge Research Center in Tucson, AZ. I live in Alabama. My website is my first and last names with a dot and a com after them. I read by phone. My schedule and rates are on the website, and folks usually don't have to wait too terribly long to schedule, which is relative I realize. But months and years out to schedule, just has never been an ego-fueling-festivity for me. Please schedule, first and foremost for you, but know that I am grateful as your scheduling allows me to continue to do this work.
Image of Charlie Kirk speaking - I do not know where, or the photographer, as neither were posted.