12/02/2025
How are *you* doing? How are you surfing these waves of uncertainty, of intensity... and of potentiality from this October and November?
Those experiences where you feel as if you're on solid ground, you're excited for what's coming next, for some calling, some creation that your whole soul says 'YES' to—and then in the very next breath you're face-plant on the ground, spitting gravel and bloody spit out of your mouth as if you'd gotten whacked by a 2x4.
You manage to get up, inch by inch, get your feet back under you, and once again you feel the next wave of excitement, of potential, of all the things you're going to *do* and then—
WHAM.
You're back down on the ground amongst the gravel. Maybe you made an inch of progress? If you're lucky? Or maybe you slid back a whole foot.
If that has been your experience these two months, you are not alone.
I've been there, and many days... I'm still there.
This is one of the reasons I've gone quiet, why I haven't posted any videos or content.
I've needed the time and stillness to anchor into myself, to see my shadow—my unconscious—and all that is being revealed for me. Each moment, each intense reliving of old, old fears. I needed to take time out of life and motherhood to SIT with and BE with myself...
And to feel all that the collective is feeling, and boy, it has not been an easy month for the collective.
If you're a highly sensitive person, a very Pisces or 12th House soul, there's a good chance you've been feeling it, too. And if you've been struggling with your sensitivity, with what your antenna is picking up, the greatest advice I can give is to slow down... to have compassion and grace, and to FEEL (Jupiter stationed retrograde in Cancer, which has also been part of a grand water trine for several weeks).
The key in this moment is to *feel*.
What we FEEL is taking us straight to our soul (Scorpio) and to the Source of all creation itself (Pisces).
Take the time to witness, to hold, to cry, and then give all that you are feeling permission to move through you and to go back to Earth Mother for her to transmute, to fertilize the potential of this moment.
The other reason for my silence is I've doubled-down on re-launching my website. This is a project I began in August... and life, and motherhood, and everything else has just made that impossible if I just do "a little bit here and there."
"Here and there" isn't going to work anymore. All of who you follow me—and myself—deserve a website that holds the frequency and intention of my current work—and not a 10-year-old author converted website. A place that people truly can land and engage with my offerings, and enter into an energy exchange not just with me...
But with all the Beings and the divine that works through me.
And like life right now, with the north node in Pisces, there's a need to surrender to the energy, the flow, each day and each moment in time. To do the best I can... and to let go when circumstances appear that I have no control over, and to then forgive.
The Gemini Super Full Moon is on December 4 and this very much is karmic choice point, a moment of standing at a crossroads and asking yourself: which way will you go?
Yes, you may be going through initiation after initiation, but also know those experiences have been the tumbler, the necessary shaking each of us to become the diamonds that are here to shine for what's coming next... and for what the world is becoming...
(I will truly try my best to have the website launched by the next New Moon, in Sagittarius, on Dec. 19th and to bring you a video sharing these deeper energies. If not, I'll have some breathing time after Christmas. All we can do, each of us, is our best. My heart and prayers are with you and all you may be going through at these intense, powerful potential times.)
