05/08/2025
We are in the portal of the Scorpio Full Moon where secrets, where the dark, shadowy side of ourselves, of humanity, of our governments, of our money and worth and value, will be revealed.
When Pluto is at work, there is no hiding in the shadows.
Pluto and Scorpio IS the force of evolutionary change and when we refuse the call, when we refuse to see what is before us, the tension increases...
The coil tightens...
The pressure builds.
And if you are an aware person, if you are in any way sensitive to the collective of humanity, you more than likely are feeling this.
Soon there WILL be a release of that pressure—
A lift-off, a cataclysmic eruption so vast that many will have no choice but to awaken and to see themselves hiding in those deepest, shadowy parts of ourselves...
And of the world.
The choice that is before us is to SEE these truths, these shadows—*IN* ourselves—as well as what we see playing out in the world. OR the choice is to turn away, to ignore, to pretend that "it's not so bad."
Or "That's only fake news. That's not real."
Or "That's not happening to me."
Except... it is.
Because we are all one. We are all connected. What we see being said out there by leaders, done by our leaders, done the President of the United States, is ALSO within us.
Where have we acted out of cruelty? Where have we cared only for our own interests than the person beside us, the person who may be a different skin color or financial demographic or Mother Earth herself? Where have we bypassed the need for the generations to come in order to better ourselves in this now moment?
There is a NEED to anchor into our hearts, to anchor into love, and to witness what is happening.
To not turn away and pretend or normalize the current cruelty, the injustice, the pain that is being inflicted on people who look different and who are different from the current ruling class.
There is a NEED to settle into that discomfort, to see these shadows and to HOLD. To anchor into love and compassion even as there is a need to stand up and to say, "NO."
Pluto is in Aquarius and one of the themes of Aquarius is dissociation.
How were the Navis in Germany able to commit the atrocities they did? To kill millions of people? To treat these people as if they were less than human, that they were nothing more than rats?
Dissociation.
How were the people who lived in Germany, the regular people, who turned on their neighbors? Those who were Jews, the disabled, the g**s, and so many more? How were these regular, every day citizens able to reveal the secret of where these people were hiding and WHO was hiding them?
Dissociation.
Dissociation and trauma go hand-in-hand.
Do NOT dissociate right now.
Do not look away.
Anchor into your heart and SEE these truths, see these patterns—and more important than ever, SEE where they exist within yourself—
Because you are human.
You carry the same blessings, the same evils, within you.
Same as me.
This full moon in Scorpio WILL illuminate and reveal, and it will be the truly courageous who are able to sit in that darkness, in that discomfort, and to HOLD.
Hold to love.
Hold and witness these traumas, these patterns that have been repeated, and remain both in a space of love—AND fierce courage.
This is only the beginning.
With Saturn moving into Aries this month you better believe the drums of war and aggressive are pounding. Do not think that you can look the other way.
You are being called to HOLD.
TO stand strong.
Allow your warrior flame to be ignited, a flame coming straight from the goodness of your heart, right from your very soul.
Become the sword of truth—Uranus conjunct the Sun in Ta**us, opposite to the moon in Scorpio—and BE that herald of change.
BE that way-shower who is pioneering humanity into the future.
This full moon is in a fated aspect—a finger of God—with inconjuncts to Jupiter in Gemini and Chiron in Aries. Jupiter who will soon be in an exact square to the moon's nodes.
This is a destined moment and you are being asked to lean into this time and to not look away. To see the world from all diverse perspectives (Gemini) and to rise above, to see from that higher vantage point.
From an intuitive, energetic standpoint, and from the lands which the children and I have been traveling over (Texas and now in New Mexico), I can feel the storm coming...
The tension is building.
We are needed more than ever to stand strong. To hold to both love and courage and anchor into the light of our hearts.
I have been working with the Net of Light on my travels, calling in the Grandmothers as I passed through Border Patrol inspections sites, the helicopter hovering along the Rio Grande border to instill intimidation and fear, which was the complete opposite of the river itself, of the National Park and preserves in BOTH the United States and Mexico.
There are so many messages coming through, but I hope what I have shared is enough to support you through this moment.
If you find yourself wavering, if you find yourself falling into fear, please call upon the divine. Call upon the Great Council of Grandmothers, God, Source, whoever it is that holds this energy for you.
There is hope, however, and there is light.
With the dwarf planet, Varda, in a square to Neptune (in Aries), to Saturn (Pisces), with Varda also being conjunct the Galactic Center, you better believe there will be light in these darkest of times.
We also have Ceres, the mother dwarf planet, the spiritual mid-wife who will be journeying through Aries at the same time as Neptune and Saturn are doing this dance of death and rebirth.
Right now Ceres is conjunct Saturn.
There is a need to be of service back to society, and the deepest service you can give is to be the space of the divine feminine, of witnessing and holding, AND the fierce strength that lies within the feminine herself.
A force I feel quite strongly linked with the Grandmothers.
I deeply feel that Ceres and the Grandmothers are heralds and guides. They are with us DURING this time of change and transformation (Ceres was also part of the Pluto-Saturn conjunction in 2020 that kicked off the pandemic).
Ceres/the Grandmothers are helping us to reconnect back to our hearts, back to our humanity even as we are going through this painful birthing process.
If you'd like to anchor in to your heart, to feel grounded and firm during these times and can't quite do it on your own, I'm hosting a monthly Grandmother's Meeting, the 4th Friday of each month (sometimes the 3rd Friday).
The Grandmothers work is always free.
Please DM if you're interested and I will pass along the details.
I will link below the Grandmothers Net of Light meditation (I have it downloaded to my phone) as well as a potent, poignant video that cuts to the heart of what's happening right now from my evolutionary astrology teacher, Timothy Halloran (as taught by Jeff Green).
Remember, as the Grandmothers recently shared, when you see someone out there in the world, the acts they are doing, the words they are saying—OR you, yourself are saying—ask:
"Is it loving?"
"Is what they are doing, loving?"
"Is what I AM doing, loving?"
Let your heart guide you.
Let your heart give you the answer... even if it is also a painful, difficult one to see.
Whatever you do right now, don't look away—and at the same time—anchor into your heart and HOLD right there for we IN this great time of change...
And we must, as a human collective, go through it.
Will you be brave enough to go through this portal, this birth canal? Or will you close your eyes and look away?