02/13/2023
I have health issues and I have never let it get the best of me. I keep pushing on cause my family need me. But last month I fell and broke one ankel and sprinted the other one. I broke my bone tore my legaments and then pushed my other bones up out of place in my right ankle. Then I had my surgery and now I can't walk I have walking boots on both of my legs and I'm in a wheelchair and I just turned 47 years old on New Year's Day. I have always been in the position of being a caregiver at home and at work that was my calling so that's what I went with my heart. Now I'm sitting in this wheelchair and I'm fighting with myself inside my head with my depression and my stress because I can't get up and just walk and go when I want to I have to pull the wheelchair to me tell myself in my head to stand up over and over again just to be able to get in the wheelchair because I'm so scared of following again. I don't think people understand how much your mental state is really important to you when you feel like you don't have no one to talk to so you let it all stay inside and build up on you beside you and before you know it you end up going crazy or doing something you don't even mean to do this is why I made this space so people can come on here and talk freely of how they feel with no judgment at all even if you just want to talk and have no one to even comment back on you just to have a listening ear that's fine that's cool that's what this is for God bless
Mental health service
