
06/17/2023
slowly getting back out there ☺️
it’s been a while since i’ve been active on this account. a lot of you might have met me when i was living in dallas, texas. i moved to california & lived there nearly all of 2022 doing contract work as a travel physical therapist. i did a lot of shadow work, journaling, introspection & diving inwards at the start of the year. it truly was a lonely time having uprooted my entire life & shifting into the nomadic lifestyle. texas was & always will be home for me. i was ready to leave my comfort zone despite so many of my family & friends being in dallas. it was a challenge keeping up with them. trips back home were always a delight. they also reminded me that i moved out of texas for a reason.
i’m working consciously to take the word “but” out of my vocabulary & replace it with “and” to release regret & accept the fact that things simply happen. “and” allows me the space to continue my journey. using it more has also helped me realize that i don’t have to limit myself in choosing between two or more things. we are allowed to explore the gray space and experience more than just one option.
there were many moments of doubting myself that i made the wrong decision in choosing to leave dallas. meeting new people & making new friends in a place that was so severely affected by the covid pandemic was such a challenge. it wasn’t until i moved to sacramento & left the travel physical therapy company i initially started with when i started to make moves for myself again.
i began to put myself out there with intention. i pride myself in having a very diverse group of friends & was happy to find that again. i found joy again in public spaces. i went on solo hiking adventures to reconnect with nature, a humbling place of great wisdom. i started talking to a guy after meeting up at my first ever camping music festival & things felt so in alignment. i moved to san francisco & fell in love with the bay. i continued to travel all over the country. and then i uprooted again & moved to seattle at the end of last year to move in with the guy i had been chatting with since july. super quick, i know. when you know though, you just do. 😉